Tuesday, December 06, 2005

学会等待(分享)

走在马路上
我讨厌等红灯
搭巴士时
讨厌一站站的停


人的生活
好像是一连串等的组合


有一天
我在关渡看到一群人
手里拿着望远镜
对着蓝天
对着那一片泥泽
对着那整片红树林望着

我不禁好奇的问他们























又有一次
我在海边玩
看见许多人手里拿着钓竿
把线抛得远远的
每个人眼中充满了期待























于是
我也开始在生活中学习“等”的感觉
等着红灯变绿灯
等着太阳升起
等着夜晚变白天
我开始有了享受
“等”可以使心情变得美好起来~!

在音乐里
如果没有休止符
那只是噪音

在一幅画里
如果没有空白
那就是杂乱


而人生中
如果没有“等”的期待
就没有希望与梦想.....

Monday, December 05, 2005

不知不觉...


这个夜晚即将留在身后
许多待说的尚未说出
因为
那一天,尚未到来
告诉我,是吗?


不知...不觉...不...不...知...觉...

不知不觉,习惯了早上喝咖啡,夜里喝牛奶。
习惯了早上用清苦的沸水唤醒胃的知觉,
晚上用香甜的沸水安眠胃的浮躁。
因着胃囊的感觉安排生活,从日出到日落。
只习惯沸水的温度,从苦到甜。

不知不觉,习惯了双臂环抱的温度,左手牵着右手的温柔。
习惯了午夜时分耳轮和指尖冰凉的摩擦,
熟悉的咖啡牛奶气味弥漫停滞的空气中,自己呼吸。

不知不觉,习惯了咀嚼喜欢的文字,呼吸熟悉的感觉。
习惯了无病呻吟,把无聊演绎成一种情调,
时光将生活消磨得乏味。
不知不觉中,寂寞病变成一种癌症。

不知不觉,习惯了白天在阴影里发呆,傍晚在街上看霓虹闪烁。
习惯了黑白颠倒,昼伏夜出,像个幽灵游荡或者短暂停留。
习惯了黑暗的亮度,怕强烈的光线刺伤了眼,
怕刺伤的眼会不知不觉流泪....
  

Thursday, December 01, 2005

写给自己,也写给你


我在这个世界上清醒,正直,自尊的生活
听喜欢的音乐,上不喜欢的课,学习谋生的手段,过平淡的生活
拥有几个朋友:吃喝,打闹,玩乐 都很尽兴
和大部分人如同陌路,打打招呼
和一个人在相邻的城市,在受伤的时候,有点安慰


不知为何,或许是在寻找生命的另一部分
常常幻想自己的爱情,却不知道会以什么形式开始
或许不再会出现,发生
却在很大程度上 希望


只是一个平和的人,只想拥有时光和琐碎的幸福
只想用肢体和语言 表达所有爱的内涵
在寒冷的时候,给你温暖
在饥饿的时候,给你米饭
在受委屈的时候,吻去你的眼泪
在年老的时候,搀扶着你走
在大难来临的时候,牵着你的手
在每天早上醒来,可以握住你的手


我低下头,似轻又重的伤感,只是望着自己的脚尖
希望太奢侈了,是易碎品
却有如阳光和音乐般给我力量,一如母亲般温暖的手
拂过我的心房,带走无尽的哀伤
抬起头,无所畏惧的望着前方
知道自己会走下去并且拥有
到了那一天,和你在一起的时候
一定要牵着你的手

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

MusicZon3



Bz latterly,thus kena post it so darn late...
This time is bout my 1st turn up 2a surpassing musicale - The MusicZone 音乐疯
No Bounce,No Play..For sure,befit by my antic acquaintance of 05'6s2,8 idiots step into the Stadium Merdeka..(2 reached abit later..)
Frankly speaking,tat was jus a CHAOS 4me,cuz our GapZaiQueen got some FREE-STANDING tickets 4us...Bloody hell...( But cant blame so much la,the tickets r free wat~~~~ )
May assault sum1 but i muz say..No hard feeling ya...
I oso don understand y ppl keep goin 2kinda concert..Listen those songs tat nvr heard be4 ( some only la~ ),sweating like hell ya yet no water 2drink..aihz...
The only thing tat catch my attention was tat,GapZaiQueen said tat bloody 欧得洋 1st time 露面 to the public wo,althou he not so lengzai,but i love his song...
Wat made me feel nice wasn't those singers' songs,but 2talk cockz wif GapZaiQueen during the concert n wif those buddies after the concert...Yeah~!
p/s : GapZaiQueen add oil~I believ u can de^^

Thursday, November 24, 2005

The Blessed 1~


A story about Love & Dedication...

Incredible stories running around us everydayz,
some we buried deep in our memories,
and yet some waiting desirously to be discovered...
All-inclusively,this 1 touch me real deep...
A heart-warming story btw
SexSea & PJae~
Both my buddiez~
I believ u guyz knw what happened 2them in the past,
n many of u may think there's a GameOver...
In luck,sum1 doesn't giv up until the very end,
Love & Care set the story up,
while Perseverance,Determination & Persistence keep the story on...
22nd Nov 2005..
At last,the moment's at hand,
And they've come to decide their fate,
For God's sake,
They bravely deal with the unknown heart to heart and face to face,
And now...KaaBooOoMmmMM~
They're connected in a powerful way~^^
Yeah~!
This tells me 1 thing...
Never Give Up Till The Very End,If You Believe The Spirit is Right~!
Be of Good Hope alwaz~!

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Dewdrops...



o   Like the fresh
o     dewdrops
  o    of a
 o   new day....

My life got refreshed because of you...
     May God lays His lovely hands on you...Amen...
  Thx for being a part of my wonderful groups of life =)

Saturday, November 19, 2005

WCG Theme Song - "Beyond The Game"



It has been 2 dayz since i last updated my Blog...
Now i gonna share a story wif u guyz~
It's when I went for b'fast 2day morning(well~don b shocked~i seldom wake tis early~~!!^^)
Nothing special~except for I heard a mother scolding her son(in cantonese ya~):
"玩酱多game做咩??没有前途geh~!!!读多点书啦~!!"
Well well~~I should told the mother,actually,it's not true saying so...
Do you guyz knw a famous International Competition known as "WCG - World Cyber Game"?
Guess u don if u're not a cyber fancy~
It's a platform where all "high hand" frm all over the world stick 2gether n MATCH~!
Nonetheless,Malaysia send their teams also~
For the latest news,our CS team goes into SemiFinal edi~but tis time they gonna huv a real big trouble on their hand~they're against the last year champion..Anyway,best of luck for them`!
For this year,the Grand Final of WCG is at Singapore~!(16/11 ~ 20/11)
wow~but so pity i cant go~
So,now,at here,I'm gonna share a real nice song wif u guyz~
WCG theme song - Beyond The Game
It's real nice~try download it if can..Below is its lyric..


                                   Beyond The Game
(Beyond...)
(Go beyond...)
(Go beyond the game...)

Ooooooooooh, yeah! (yeah! yeah! yeah!)

You and I we have met before
Through the magic of the moment in cyberspace
Driven by a passion to win
Playing heart to heart and face to face

The challenge of a lifetime
Stands before us now

Beyond the game
Through the portal into cyberspace
We have come to decide our fate
We're here to celebrate
Beyond the game!

Beyond the game
At last the moment's at hand
All we need is to believe we can
We'll make our stand
Beyond the game! (Beyond the game!)
Beyond the game! (Beyond the game!)
Beyond the game! (Beyond the game!)
The World Cyber Games!



The teams are here; the spirit is right
We're connected now in a powerful way
We celebrate our diversity
Around the world with a passion to play

The planet will be watching
The message will be heard

Beyond the game
Through the portal into cyberspace (oooh, yeah!)
We have come to decide our fate
We're here to celebrate
Beyond the game!

Beyond the game
At last the moment's at hand
All we need is to believe we can
We'll make our stand
Beyond the game!

Through the portal into cyberspace (oooh, yeah!)
We have come to decide our fate (aw aw aw!)
We're here to celebrate
Beyond the game! (Beyond the game!)

[radical guitar solo]

Beyond the game
At last the moment's at hand (oooh, oh!)
All we need is to believe we can (aw, unh!)
We'll make our stand

Beyond the game! (Beyond the game!)
Beyond the game! (Beyond the game!)
Beyond the game! (Beyond the game!)
The World Cyber Games!

Thursday, November 17, 2005

给我的所有我的好朋友


曾经几何以为自己很孤独...
以为没有好朋友...
也不了解好朋友的定义...
但细想下好朋友时常不被发现......
或许我不曾想起你们...
但你们还是会在我需要时挺身而出...
虽然你们:
          做嘢九流
          吹水一流
          来自上流
          为人下流
但当我低落时,
你们还会"低声下气""温柔婉约"地安慰我...
有事没事听你们分享你们的超人恋爱观,还有听一大堆笨蛋话..
虽然很无聊...
但却见证了我成长的岁月...

aiyo~




aik~once again,the road to be a "good man" has proved so hard 2 walk on~
It's jus like handling the ship at the North Pole..
If you don bcereful,
you might crash on an Iceberg..A real big one..
haha..It seems like I gonna add oil le~!!
Go Shingo~!


Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Life is Beautiful~




Life ends when you stop dreaming,
Hope is lost when you stop believing,
Love fails when you stop caring...

So,Dreamz,Believe and Care alwaz~

Life is Beautiful o~